亲爱的圣诞老公公 ^0^

叮当当，叮当当，铃声多响亮!
刚才在suyi的部落格，听到这首歌，
顿时才惊觉圣诞节真的快到了。
开心ing. ：D

我之前就已经有在部落格提起，
我很喜欢圣诞节吧？
因为啊，圣诞节是个很寒冷，但内心却充满温暖的季节。
而且，圣诞节也是大家互相祝福的日子。
总觉得，好温馨、好温暖。

好遗憾哦，为什么马来西亚都没有下雪？ ~o>_<0~
感觉，如果有下雪的圣诞节，才比较像圣诞节嘛。
难道不是吗？

反正，我一定要让自己有机会在国外过圣诞节啦。
我不管啦 >_< 好想体验下雪的圣诞节是怎么过的， 呵呵呵!

小时候啊， 都有看一些卡通，很像米奇老鼠和唐老鸭的圣诞故事。
都是一些disney land的作品， 总会不断地问自己，
为什么卡通里的圣诞老公公都有去每个小孩的家里，
在挂在墙上或某些地方的袜子里放入礼物，
等待小孩醒来时就会看到自己想要的礼物已经在袜子了啦!
那么我的圣诞老公公怎么还没有来？
我过圣诞节已经过了16年，今年迈入第17年，
怎么你都还没出现咧？
你也迟到太久了吧？:P

亲爱的圣诞老公公，
Nelly我啊，
有一个小小的愿望， 不知道你可不可以帮我实现？
其实啊，我真的很希望，可以得到一个心爱的新手机。

我的手机坏了，逼不得已，一定要用新的。
不然也不会买新的了。

圣诞老公公，看清楚了吗？
这就是我想要的那款手机咯。
Sony Ericsson w508i,我只要白色的哦。
会不会太挑啦？(nelly说：哎哟不会啦!要求很低咧XD)


圣诞节，就快到咯!!!
期待，期待再期待。

小抱怨 >_<'''

亲爱的大家，

好久没有用中文来打部落格文章了，最近都用英文。
今天来一篇中文的吧。 ;)

在facebook看到semi-final的照片了，
看回去照片，才发现当天化妆师帮我化的妆真的是太浓太浓了。

自己看了真的很不喜欢，有几张越看越像ah gua >_<'''
我的五官真的很敏感，不适合我的妆，呈现出来的脸就会很像ah gua.
因为自己的五官本身就很立体，所以化妆一定要很小心。
而且，化妆师帮我化的妆，真的不适合我的肤色。
她帮我化到太白了啦!!
我的肤色是蜜糖色的，她帮我化到很像白雪公主皮肤那么白。
我真的很想说，我自己化还好看过她帮我化的。

我并不是要埋怨什么，
但是身为一个化妆师， 最基本的就是依着模特儿的脸型以及肤色来化的不是吗？
万一，我是说万一， 因为化妆师化的妆而被大大扣分，那么我应该怪谁？
怪自己吗？还是怪化妆师？

如果连最基本的都不会，那么称的上是什么化妆师？

不过，我也没有当场责怪化妆师， 毕竟我明白她也是尽自己的本分做到最好。
化不好，也不完全是她的错，只能自认倒霉。
我也不想说是哪间学院带来的实习化妆师， 以免惹来口舌之战以及不必要的麻烦。

我还有很多地方需要改进，一些小动作和小缺点。
感谢几位摄影大哥给我的建议和劝勉。
我会继续努力的。;)

上传几张照片，让宝贝们欣赏哦。
感谢alex loh摄影大哥以及arthur摄影大哥到现场为我拍照。
感恩 ^_^

照片都是自己edit的，好喜欢这几张。

感觉很有舞台魅力。 呵呵 （自恋ing. XD)

这是第一场穿的衣服，
主题为Funky Cocktail Wear.
衣服是由 Zheng Boutique赞助的. :)

这是第二场的Swim Wear.
放心，我没有那么大胆。
穿成这样，已经是我最大的极限了。
呵呵 XD

这是最后一场的evening wear,
这件礼服我真的很喜欢的，
它的长度是长到拖地的，
真的好喜欢哦 >_<
很遗憾的就是，裁缝师帮我改的太大了。
整套礼服很松，穿起来很没有身材的感觉。


庆幸的是，我有进KK final!
好开心。

谢谢朋友们的支持，还有我最爱的家人。
谢谢你们!

也祝各位入围的模特儿，good luck & all the best!

I in KK FINAL le!

dear all frens,supporters and readers,
thanx for keep giving me support when on the competition jst nw. :)

Thanx for my frens come THE BED and support me.
and my mum of corz,she oso at here. giving me support and strengthen me. :)

Thanx for some of my photographer frens come and help me take pic,
and keep give me support too! :D
Appreciate ur help.

and yeah..

Wanna announced to all that,
I IN FINAL! :D

im really happy that i can in final. thanx for everything.
Thank God for keep lead me
and not let me go wrong way when i having my modelling competition.


By the way,
i wanna congratz to LAM LAM because she get the Miss Popular for SEMI-FINAL night.
Really felt happy for her. :)


Im really tired now,need to go to my bed soon!
I miss my pillow and blanket soooo mucchh! :P


gud nite everyone,sleep tight and sweet dream.

give thanks :)

Gud morning to all my dearest readers,
last night i went to bed early,so today i wake up early.
Wanna let myself have a best situation for today :D


Yeahh,
maybe some of you will curious what's going tonite.
Let me tell u,tonite i will having my SEMI FINAL of

* SABAH SUPERMODEL & MANHUNK 2009 *

really excited about it :D
hope tonight will have gud result!


p/s

i would like to said thank you
to all my frens who give me support me and strengthen me whenever i need u all help. :)

Especially :

Sylvia,
thanx for ur wig. and ur support thru ur blog post and twitter.
appreciate it! :D

Aunty Sylvia,
thanx for giving me the knowledge of modelling and borrow me your accesories,and ur swim wear. But unfortunely,i didn't wear ur bikini. paiseh~

Sharlene,
thanx for accompany me whenever i need u. and give me advice and support
when i felt down and uncofident. Thanx for always cheer me up.

Jun jun jun XDXD,
my dear hubby,i know that actually u really mind i joined this competition.
But u never stop to let i chase my dreams,and u keep giving me support and love. I love you!
XOXO!

Dad & Mum,
both of u is the most important ppl for me that i wanna said thank you.
Because,without both of u,there's was no NELLY in this world.
Daddy and Mummy,thanx for always understand and love me,
i never said any sweet words to both of u.
But i really wanna said,i really love both of u very much!



to other frens that keep giving me support me and will be going or no
for tonite SEMI-FINAL,
I'm still appreciate all of ur support.
thanx for everything.

although it was just a semi-final,but it really touched me.
i wanna said again,thank you my dear frens,parents and God. :)



* I gonna go prepare for tonite stuff orady. *

see u guys tonite! muahss! XOXO


upload picture let u all see ；）

The first interview at Damai Club,
saw me? my pose & face like kinda weird?
group photo of kk female contestant ;)
I'm the only one who wear white tube. LOL!
haha! nvm ；) special one mah XD

身不由己.

一直以来，人生存在这个都是处于不公平的生活状态。
我只能说，有钱、有势力、有魅力、有才华，别人才看得起你。

就算我不是现实的人，但我还是存在在这个不公平的世界。
逼不得已，拼命寻找那个属于自己存在这世界的价值。

想证明自己有魅力，就不断的在脸上扑上厚厚的浓妆，
佩戴假睫毛、厚厚但看起来自然的粉底、油腻的唇膏，
最重要的是佩戴那副让自己眼睛看起来很大的隐形眼镜。
加上一身昂贵且时髦的打扮。
走在街上，迎面而来的是路人那赞赏的目光；
进到购物商场，服务生战战兢兢且百分百的最佳服务。
此时此刻的你，将会不由自主的感到骄傲且光荣，
却忘了那只是虚假的面具。

踏入这个世界，我只能顺着这个世界的脚步走。
人们要什么，我就给什么。


每次，当我需要你们出席我的比赛时，
我都带着一丁点的希望你们来，带着失望回去。
你们都是我的好朋友，从小一起长大的好朋友们，
我希望你们在，给予我支持，哪怕只是默默的坐在位置，给予掌声，已经足够了。

25号的半决赛，你们应该不会来了吧？
应该不会了。

Craps.

Today having History Paper 2, hate it! :(

Well,today rest time all the topics that we discuss together were totally not came out.
Discuss liao also equal to nothing.
so i have no eyes to look at my History result LOL :P
Anyway,i orady tried my best. hope the result won't be so ... (u knw wat i mean. xD)
English still ok,at least i know how to answer.
Jun was addicted to the story of Malik & Misha.
all SPM candidates sure understand what i talking about. XD

Evening received a call from Michelle,
she called me and tell me that someone has been send a warning msg to her at facebook?
I felt shocked and surprise when i heard what Michelle told me?
I was like " what the hell? " =.=
the message that he send to Michelle at facebook,
he ask Michelle not to sms me? O.o?
I was like huh? why? how come this stuff will involved me again?
and then she told me that he deleted her at facebook.
Blur blur and blur .. @@ i really don't know what's going on?
then at night,i need transport to church. i sms ask him,he didn't reply my msg.
Then i ask his brother to ask him,he said he got go church but he DON'T WANT fetch me?
i was like "huh? why suddenly he change like this?"
I'm really curious and blur lah..
if really have any misunderstood,just said it out.

Night when i reach home after finish practise dance at church,
i sms ask him what happen but i know that he won't reply my msg.
at the last,just like what i said,he really no reply.
But seriously and honestly,i really don't know what's going on right now?
What u angry at Michelle? and why the things is involved me again?
If u as a Police,u oso at least need to let the prisoner know what wrong did she done before
before u get her into the jail.



* i received message that inform me that i
in Semi-finals of Sabah SuperModel & Manhunk 2009!!! * [wink!]
thank God that the date of competition didn't crush with my exam date.
If not i going to give up at my competition :( *


Dear frens,
SEMI-FINAL will be held at THE BED,25th of November,8pm sharp start.
pls come support me if u guys free :D

Last post before the end of SPM.

Dear all readers,
i would like to inform u all that this post will be my last post before my spm finish.

There's a lot of thing waiting me to do after my spm.
so dear all,i will come back when my spm finish. :)

hope readers keep follow and pay attention to my blog.
Nelly will come back at 16th of December 2009.


Maybe i will update my blog when i'm free at weekend.
but it was just "maybe".
miss u all so mucchhhh :(


pray for all SPM candidates,wish all of us gud luck and all the best!